Ablation Journal Entry 2

Well the worry of the ablation is starting to really get to me. I just had an anxiety attack that felt more like a heart attack. Thankfully Mom reminded me to listen to Enya.  I'm really grateful that I'd had the foresight to make an anxiety playlist of nothing but her.

This is a really scary thing for me to be doing especially journaling about it for others to read. I know I'll have an amazing electro physiologist doing the surgery in one of the top 50 cardiac hospitals in California. It's just nerve wrecking to have my first surgery on my heart. All the research shows that it'll be an easy thing to do but it still makes me anxious. 

Pray for me.