Okay... I know. It's been too long since I've blogged anything but I'm back.
I've had a difficult time lately dealing with the separation and the loneliness. I've been going to a really great college group and going to church. It's been more helpful than I can say. I'm starting to get back to the real me and I haven't been this happy in years. I can say with full confidence that even with all the stress I'm under I haven't cried nearly as much. Life is getting better every day.
This last week however has been difficult. Tuesday January 28th was the anniversary of my grandmother's death. It was hard not having her around especially on Wednesday when I went into my doctor's appointment. That day I got hit with a double serving of life sucks. I was diagnosed with PCOS and pre-diabetes.
In response to this news I've started a diet and exercise regiment with my long time friend. She heard the news that day and decided we were going to do it together. She's awesome. She and I have been growing closer again since the separation. It's nice to have her as a best friend again. My other best friend has been supportive too. She is busy with her final semester at nursing school and it's nice to have her point of view.
My parents are being ultra supportive too. They have helped me maintain my diet and are even doing it with me. My mom was with me when they diagnosed me and she held my hand while they put in the IUD. It hurt like a dickens and I'm still cramping a but but hopefully it's worth it.
